Lets look at this ... He says he wasn't himself that year and he didnt feel good. :-) I say I wasn't myself and I didnt feel good. Out of character. BUT ... both boys are back where they are supposed to be. Course he was becoming someone I could have loved, but he fell back into his closet.
Breaking it down ... Last night was good. Confronted with adverse scenarios didnt phase my positive outlook. David had to keep dragging me around...not to get me to have fun.....but to get me to stop talking to this pocket here and that pocket there that I kept enjoying. Getting from one room to the next took multiple "come on Matt Leffler." :-) I was in my element and I liked it. Course as noted he was a pillar of that elemental composition. I'm Matt Leffler and I have a plan for myself ... if you don't wanna be there someone else will and I won't get side tracked again.
Lets be a little juvenile....but the song of the moment right now is.... Stronger-Britney Spears
My loneliness isn't killing me anymore.