After last weeks fiasco and the weekend before it I am entering the bar in a different mind set. I am going to drink just enough to be buzzing rather than fall on my face drunk...( or at least thats my plan ) and I am dressing conservatively and listening to happy happy go lucky music and seeking to bring the word "humble" back into my vocabulary for my actions. People like calm happy people who are humble. And thats the night I want to have ... plus with the idea of what is to come after I can be free of worrying how I present myself to other boys...no pressure, just enjoyment and be enjoyable to be around.
This of course is a protected message as I dont feel like broadcasting my bedroom schedule too too detailed to people who may be on the schedule. Luckily if your reading this...your free from that cyclone.