Matthew Leffler (kymatt19) wrote,
Matthew Leffler
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I handle myself under pressure exceptionally well. But when you factor in an extreme amount of cocktails, a pinch of illness, a heaping helping of being lost with a flat tire in a bad part of town with 3 other people telling you how to handle your car all somewhat conflicting, a person your taking home yet you have no idea when you said Yes...I can drive you into the battle zone...you start to get worn thin. Your capable of great things, great grace....and sometimes a very explosive pissyness is unleashed.
So today I have a headache...my knuckles are healing from the tireiron/pavement motion I was doing last night...and the palm of my hand has a small divot in it from the picture I launched across the room as I was hearing an important person crying behind a closed door obivously in reaction to the demise of happy go lucky night.
Even at my worst I am not violent at any person. I am at inanimate objects...watch your step in the living room today...havent gotten all the glass up.
I hit a friend..(more than a friend but officially not more than a friend) last night with a car manual...I wasnt aiming...I threw it randomly into the backseat as I was getting alot of lip on how to change a tire just after the car rolled off the jack in air. *Note: When in someone's car who wasnt driving when the accident happened.....please don't make it a group project to come up with a better mouse trap as the titanic slips under the icy water.
But all that was just 30 minutes or so of the night. Before that everything was great. Sadly I dont think any parties involved are going to remember that section. On my defense I Yes I was the only one that went off....but today I am the only one that is driving on a donut, with 3 not four of those little do dads you stick your lugnuts on....and I just noticed there is some random peice of my car barely hanging on. So yes I lost my temper...and thats prolly because I dont feel like spending several hundred dollars this week in repairs to my car.
But that doesnt matter. No one wants apologizes, no one tries to think about the situational aspects of the moment. And no drunk person acts the way they mean too the next day.
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