Point is... I see guys that I would like to see tomorrow. I know that a guy I see tomorrow could be the guy I need for life. Cause honestly I look for more than tomorrow now. But my tomorrow is going to show more interst than tonight. And for each tonight I find another reason to look forward for tomorrow.
Also a newsflash ... somewhat negative. For the first time since I saw Brent a drug dealer is coming over. He asked if I needed him. No...need is bad...want is different. And so what I gave up for brent is what I want tonight. It is on speed dial and what I though I had in Brent is nothing. Faith be damed.