Matthew Leffler (kymatt19) wrote,
Matthew Leffler

let me sound like an ass

so i sent ben home after we hung out and i saw colin tonight and we made out but the next night i kissed john and guess what ... i'm not sorry.  I think I am a catch and I think which ever of them can hold me wins.  Sorry if that is an assy idea but ... I love the one I am with and I still seek the I am with.  Brent was that and since him ... eeryone else has failed.

Point is... I see guys that I would like to see tomorrow.  I know that a guy I see tomorrow could be the guy I need for life.  Cause honestly I look for more than tomorrow now.  But my tomorrow is going to show more interst than tonight.  And for each tonight I find another reason to look forward for tomorrow.

Also a newsflash ... somewhat negative.  For the first time since I saw Brent a drug dealer is coming over.  He asked if I needed him.  No...need is bad...want is different.  And so what I gave up for brent is what I want tonight.  It is on speed dial and what I though I had in Brent is nothing.  Faith be damed.

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