Matthew Leffler (kymatt19) wrote,
Matthew Leffler

The Rainbow Connection :-)

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
And what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
And rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that
and someone believed it,
and look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell,
we know that it's probably magic....

Have you been half asleep
and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers and me.

I havent had much to say lately.  Just working.  Trying to keep up with my responsibilites and mindful of the friends and family issues.  

But a recent text message conversation was very pleasent.  I had made an ass of myself in December and knew it the day after.  But a dialogue may be opening.  Still nice to know I can cross his mind, even after being an ass.

I went to a party and took Colin with me this past weekend.  We worked good in the pair mode.  I was playfully trying to bite him and he did a good job keeping my attention and I seemed to catch it ... course at the bar things went back to normal.  But it was nice to see that we could move about pretty well out of the bar.

Dad is getting his tumor removed this week.  Norton (my hospital system said they couldnt handle it) so he has to go to UK Medical Center.  We shall see.  Mom and I had a brief conversation this weekend.  She is feeling the full chemo hit now.  Fatigue and just not able to talk much.  Sometime here soon she is possibly gonna pull together the energy to see the apartment.  She hasnt been able to these past months.  

Oddly.  I feel really calm.  I feel good.  I dont feel out of control and I dont feel pressured.  I said something odd a couple weeks ago to an old friend.  He remembers me as the President of Lambda WKU .... gonna change the world and do something .... so it was odd that I told him "At somepoint you reach the realization your not gonna be the big change you thought you were, and then life gets easier."

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