Matthew Leffler (kymatt19) wrote,
Matthew Leffler

keep a wierd secret

Somehow I have devolped Social Anxiety - my doctor put me on Paxil to combate this.  But Seriously its really not working.  Its actually added some really annoying complications....other than sweating and always being hot, other than never being able to cum unless its the fourth try that night.....I am most over the fact that I just now threw up for the fourth time in a month before I went out.  I sit here and as the time comes closer to go out I feel sick and tonight I made it to the kitchen trash can.  I cant help it.  Greg knows about it cause he has taken me home 3 times now in the past 2 months so I could throw up in private.  I just get sick....I cant drink....I dont want to see people and I end up throwing up ... after I throw up I feel fine but seemingly still act weird.  Its so annoying.  but my last posting was actually the real if your reading this....move past to the previous message I sent out an hour ago.

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