Matthew Leffler (kymatt19) wrote,
Matthew Leffler

Heaven and Earth for you

So anyhow ... just a note. I'd move heaven and earth for you. But you dont know me, and I don't know you. Which is why I am trying something new. Greg doesnt understand it. I may not. But I think this is a smart play. I have two jobs, one thats 40 hours a week, one thats 20. That leaves me little time to make plans for you. I figure I'll work and the time I'd want to save for you I'll spend it elsewhere in a structured way. I'll stop seeking happiness in someone else, rather I'll find happiness with being busy. Less times of wishing, less times of wondering, less chances to be disappointed. Just a schedule that keeps me too occupied. Greg still tries to intro me to him and him ... and I keep trying to get into his head its my new goal to be tired and preoccupied with working.
So I kinda want to note, that at least for now. I am giving up on seeing you and giving up on meeting you.

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