I think I am gonna try doing stuff more for myself. Less worry about inclusiveness, less attempts to please this one or that one ... less energy trying to impress. More time to just do what I need and make sure what I need is my goal. Cause I think thats the anger. I don't have some of the things I want and I am not gonna get them if I am distracted with this or that and trying to make plans for others.
So well test out a new theme ... "without hope and agenda."