Option A: Great friends....who are mad at others who are mean to you on there own and you make good money and end the night with ... those good friends.
Option B: Leave those friends, that job and end up struggling with the chance to meet the one you love and ... scarey enough that one who loves you?
Option C: You leave them all .... find nothing and return to find that all has passed.
I think option c is the least likely. Option B would bring me the most happiness, and Option A would deliever the same o same o ... which doesn't fullfill the most important aspect of me. What do I do? Stay here and be content on nothing but friends and people I am interested in who are nothing? Or leave ... and risk everything with the hope I find what I am missing.
Its been two years since I called a guy my boyfriend. How much longer should I wait for life to give me something when I feel I might find the most important somewhere else.
I think its time to start living. I just need to figure out how.