December 25th, 2003

Matt Leffler

3:15

I have often dreamed of a far off place. Where a great warm welcome will be waiting for me. Where the crowds will cheer when they see my face. And a voice keeps saying this is where I am meant to be. I wfindmy way, I can go the distance. I'll be there someday if I can be strong. I know every mind will be worth my wild. I will go most anywhere to feel like I belong.
From dad's last night I played board games with the family and of course....my dad was like...how does it feel to be the winner. " I don't know, never really felt anything else. :-)" As I left my eyes became fixed on the first star of the night before me...and I actually stopped and recited first star I see tonight.
Last night: :-) Was an A+ evening. From running into my brother at the bar and swapping stories of grandma's with him under the umbreal of martini's and gay techno. To running into a first for me from high school, and remeeting my high school jogging partner. Also ran into my Matt for Metro 2002 number 1 campaign donor last night...invited to his place tonight for a Xmas Family dinner....family as in the one that I really belong in.
Just left grandma's house...where Joe already spilled the beans of how Matt was martini to martini, hand shake to hand shake last night at the bar. :-) I am not a stay at home kinda guy...thus...I am on my way, I can go distance, I dont care how far...and I know every mile will be worth my while...to find where I belong. Good night, I am out capturing the flag.
Maybe there is something the matter with me. I just dont see how a world that makes such wonderful things can be bad. I have everything, I have gagets and gismos, whos its and whats its...but who cares, no big deal. I want more. I wanna be where the people are, I wanna see....wanna see them dancing. Up where they run, where they stay all day in the sun....wish I could be part of that world.
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Matt Leffler

3:16

This just in...David's next day off I am taking him to the movies and dinner. :-) I like that, not I'll call you, not..let me think about it...not maybe next week....but the next day off I have. :-) Looks like I'll need to get some cute threads, and hit the tanning bed 2 more times before then.

I am on my way. I dont care how far. I know every mile will be worth my while...I will go most anywhere to find where I belong. :-) Recapture the flag...

Oh and my graduation application has been accepted. In one months time I should be Matthew Leffler, B.A. Public Relations also thinking of starting some work on Master's of Public Administration. The more initials you have the better off right? Which looks better:

1. Matthew L. Leffler
2. Matthew L. Leffler, B.A.
3. Matthew L. Leffler, B.A., M.P.A

I think the last too....
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