October 6th, 2005

Matt Leffler

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You and me. It is you and me, thats what I want to be. You and me....it is you and me.

Love these old songs that originally guided my self direction.

So...lets do it. I feel it time for me to demonstrate a solid stand about a boy. As you know I have been complexly annoyed by the fluid like committment and committment earning people I have recently been introduced too. I most recently decided I needed to save my money and finally make that dive out of Kentucky. But then...just as always...I am distracted from giving up on my hometown. This time by Brent.

Brent is an opposite of mine. For Halloween we've kinda thought about going together to the bar in costume. Fittingly.....he as the angel (not angle:-) ) and me as a demon. I figure we should dress exactly the same, with the same wings...but where he wears white I wear black...where he has gold I have red. Brent is a break from the normal boys I pursue...but then he isnt.

Like me ... we have strong deep convictions about our values...while they are different in some ways I think the biggest value to focus on.....is whether he and I enjoy being around each other. From our first night hanging out together I have wanted to kiss uncontrolably his lips, he says he cant see why I would want him...and I cant see how he would want me.

We orginally thought to hang out on Saturday night, that grew to include Friday and Sunday...he worries I'll grow tired of him....and I am dreaming of a mercedes minivan with a soccer ball sticker on the back.

So fittingly we need a cute picture on here. While I have a couple of him I'll wait to add him to the visual jourmal of my life until we have a picture of us both.

BUT...I am happy. Content with my environment and satisfied when I look into his green eyes.

Leo & Gemini

When Gemini and Leo come together in a love affair, their relationship is playful and high-spirited, characterized by light activity and optimism. Gemini thrives on mental stimulation and is therefore very attracted to Leo's creative, dramatic spirit. There can be trouble between these two, however: If Leo takes Gemini's flirty, outgoing nature too seriously, or if Gemini thinks Leo wants to maintain total control of the relationship, arguments may break out. Though their approaches are different -- Gemini likes to analyze things from all sides in an intellectual conversation while Leo would rather not talk about it and just jump right in -- they are well-matched.

Both Leo and Gemini have a lot of energy. Leo likes to be at the helm of any project, endeavor or outing; Gemini wants to be free to think as fast and as far as they please. Direct, decisive Leo can help Gemini make a decision if they start to vacillate due to their ability to see all the options -- but Leo must take care not to be too bossy, which will turn Gemini off.

Leo is ruled by the Sun (Self) and Gemini by the Planet Mercury (Communication). Both of these Signs are skilled at communication as their planetary influences are similar; they just have different approaches to self-expression. They may also have heated debates, but while Gemini finds it fun and mentally stimulating, Leo takes it quite seriously and can get their feelings very hurt.

Gemini is an Air Sign and Leo is a Fire Sign. Air fuels Fire and helps it spread far and wide. Gemini has an easy time of keeping up with Leo's energy and creativity. Leo tends to be dramatic and demonstrative, and brainy Gemini always understands Leo's message. The best thing is, Leo can have an energetic, active day -- and then come home at night and tell Gemini all about it.

Leo is a Fixed Sign and Gemini is a Mutable Sign. Leo is stubborn and resolute, a great leader and somewhat rigid when it comes to changing their ideas or direction. When Leo makes up their mind, they'll see something through to the end. Gemini, on the other hand, is flexible in the extreme. They become bored easily and have no problem letting Leo take the lead -- to a certain extent. Gemini wants to be the leader of their own thoughts. They're happy to be in the background, content with their thoughts while Leo takes the spotlight and the glory.

What's the best aspect of the Gemini-Leo relationship? Their youthful, even childlike view of the world. This couple can be a great success due to their optimism and explorative natures.