April 16th, 2011

Matt Leffler

Chicago

So yeah ... I love chicago ... so much more than louisville. when i sit and do nothing here I feel like I missed something, unlike that trashy place people just grow old in.

After paying for 4 months rent with no help ... I asked my BF for half ... and thats been a bitch.

And he doesnt seem to realize ... he will go home with out me. His parents asked if I'd asked my parents...and I said ... tell them I paid for 4 months with no help and now I'm asking for you to cover yourself. And ... while they will pay all of it cause I have applied for 30 X as many jobs as Mike I wont let them pay for him. Its all his own.

I'm tired ... tired of spending my future so he can do nothing and offer nothing.