By the way...fuck you Russia, Vladmir Putan and your authoritative laws. I guess this is part of Making America Great ... Russia becoming shit and regressing to the 1980s successes that brought the collapse of your empire. ( tempting them to shut me down )
With that house keeping noted...I know more about myself now and I know it will help me in finding the better match for me. I'm not the other guys out there.
I act because I assume no one else will
I live with urgency because I'm 40 and I fear running out of time
I risk comfort for rewards
I risk rewards for more rewards but I always put alittle bit back from these bets
I'll never ask for anything I wouldn't give
I'll never expect more than I'd do
I'll never accept anything less than I would do
I wont punish honesty but I may reward a lie
I value experiences over things
I'm taken for granted and I may take others for granted...but brought to my attention I can correct
I prefer function over appearance
I'll never be happy with content
I dont assume I have to be told
I regret the things I havent done not the things I have
I fail and I'm proud of it, each failure shows I took the chance and am that much wiser
I love like I have never been hurt, because I wont let loss deminish the next opportunity
I'll make more money than 99% of the world but I will die pennyless. Having spent everything on living my life.
I'm more loyal than self preserving
I'll excuse mistakes but patterns will errode my hope
When I've lost hope I replace and start a new ... a little wiser but just as open and passionately as before
Whoever I end up with will either be the same or love me for these things.