I am taking my own advice here. I love my home. I've lived here for basically 4 years, and for the first time I dont want to be here. You see two weeks ago the house was bliss. I had a new job, a new WONDERFUL boyfriend and I was nothing but looking forward to the great times ahead.
But there is a force that has moved back in to this place. I offered to refund and return the whole rent check but he refuses to take it. He'd rather just continue to sabatoge my life.
Why would I say that? Well for one he has proclaimed that he will tell my boyfriend we are sleeping together. Two he claims that he has called the police and others to seek legal advice on how he can stay here. Apparently I am a drunk...no matter that I have a better job than he, and am 25...thats the point...I am 25, of course I go out and drink with friends! Dah! But that is used against me in my own home.
I just wish he'd leave. I am tired of being the bigger man here. Why O God WHY have I allowed myself to be back in this situation. I should never have allowed him to come back. So I go to Atlanta next week. Anything of value of mine is going to have to be moved out. I don't wanna leave my home any more open to these attacks than I already have.
He continues to tell others of the evil that I am. But he doesnt tell them that I want him to take this check and move to a place more suitable for him. This isnt it.
Finally, I am dismayed that I made such a mistake in judging his character. I am so mad that he is forcing me to celebrate and count down the days till he moves to L.A.. Isnt that crazy? That your perfectly content with knowing that no one who has known you for anytime longer than 3 months will be upset when you leave.
I am over it...Its too dramatic and thank god its over at the end of the month.