I have no desire to share too much. I have spent a good deal of time these past days in bed hoping things would revert. These journals are a way to speak out but sometimes things happen we don't even want others to know. Unfortunately things happen that we can't disspell. If...and in some minds....when it does you will know. Know that I didn't mean for this and now am bracing for undertow. The force is approaching I must prepare.