These words were inevitable and unavoidable to hear today. But it came after the family barbeque and the round table discussion of where Matt is in his life. The general plan of strategy is that I will live where I want to live. And if it isn't 206 I'll take Chicago gladly. An underscore for the plan is that the family has agreed this is the right step. That approval is important to me because the family and friends in my life are what makes me successful and a rich man.
:-) Sorry I dont know WHY I made that face...but David, Selena and Me
So another cute idea I had was made known today. I went ahead and told David that I know he has school and family here...just returned from a year in Orlando, but I want him there. I agreed that we both needed jobs there before much could be planned, but if I wake up for work and see him, my cats, and Chicago ... I will owe God for answering every desire. I want to be a tad selfish cause for years I've had a standoff control approach to where he is, maybe that is a lesson in itself. But...of course I also know at this point I have everything no matter where I live in this country. David has been in my life a long time and will continue to be no matter the choices either makes.
And now...a friends only post to get some info out and address specifics. I have to say that sometimes I have so much to say and the public world of LJ serves as my laundry room. Isn't it always easier to tell so much, so freely not knowing if anyone sees it or not. :-) David, Selena for example aren't on here...both prolly would KILL me for what I type....lol....but I like the idea that no matter what happens in life....my feelings can be found long after the keys were hit..
OHHHHH.....and see...I am SO transparant with this damn journal you would think that someone could easily predict my actions. I noted in Matthew 19.5 "So...this has been a dive into the self devices of Matt. Twisted little bitch right? Like I said before...I'll meet people half way but only when I see they are starting the journey." ... What is the point of bringing this up? Just that I almost forgot, I ALWAYS win. I figured out a way to address someone, no names of course... (if your named Jan you should be happy I called you someone) BUT....you're not going to get ahead with your legal choice, because another great thing about here is that I can turn a big legal blow that will leave you behind me. Pity.